Sunday, February 16, 2014

Friday, November 8, 2013

How delusional and selfish I have been the past few years. I didn't appreciate the love and opportunities I was given. Why did I set myself up for heartaches, failures and chances? Now that things are different, I only want the past. What I can do now is, accept my past and myself. My past will always be apart of me, it is my own experiences, my whole life.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Reading this blog makes me sad.
I was annoying as fuck and complained about anything (my past included)

Sunday, January 1, 2012

A toast to a new year

This year I need to get myself together. I need to have a better life. I'm wasting so much time and it's sad. If I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life then I have to do something about it. You can't just wish for things and expect it to come true the next day, it just doesn't work that way. I need to make goals for myself and I need to stick with them. For so many years I've been doing all the wrong things and this year I really need to try my best to make it different.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

I've been chill for awhile. Well, honestly I'm just so lost right now. I've been trying to redeem myself but who knew figuring out yourself was so difficult. I really hate how my mind is working right now, there's just so much negativity and superficial shit in there.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Friday, August 12, 2011

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

I just want to wake up without worrying about the way I look. I don't want to spend the rest of my life worrying about my weight, worrying if I'm too fat or not. My weight is one of the least things I want to worry about, I just want to live my life the right way. I just want to be a regular teenager that goes out and have fun, get into trouble, actually have real friends, and having a good time. But I can never get that because my weight is starting to get to me. Everyone is noticing..

Monday, July 18, 2011

I don't care about Timmy anymore and I mean it. I'm too worried about me and Alex, no one else matters but Alex. I'm so sorry for everything, the stress I give him, the arguments, everything.