This year I need to get myself together. I need to have a better life. I'm wasting so much time and it's sad. If I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life then I have to do something about it. You can't just wish for things and expect it to come true the next day, it just doesn't work that way. I need to make goals for myself and I need to stick with them. For so many years I've been doing all the wrong things and this year I really need to try my best to make it different.